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| Wednesday, March 29th, 2006 | | 10:22 am |
A post about sex.
Okay, I'm posting this from the computer of the guy I'm seeing. I think I'm going to ask him if he wants to go back to being friends. Because shit, he never wants to have sex. I want to have sex at least once a day, and he's sitting around playing videogames. I don't think I should have to ask him for sex. Figured I'd see if anyone still reads this! Current Mood:  (sexually frustrated) | | Saturday, October 15th, 2005 | | 2:06 am |
seeing someone new.
He introduced me to the fabulous world of bondage. I need to hang on to this one. First guy I've really dated who's on the kinky side. I need some creative ideas to keep him around. So...let's hear some. Current Mood:  curious | | Wednesday, October 12th, 2005 | | 9:41 am |
| | Tuesday, October 11th, 2005 | | 2:25 pm |
| | Monday, August 1st, 2005 | | 11:37 am |
Honest Question?
How many of you consider yourself kinky? Have you ever used toys in bed with a partner? Have you ever used/do you own a cock ring? If yes, does it vibrate and how did your partner like it? Have you ever used/do you own a butt plug? if yes, does it vibrate and how did your partnet like it? | | Wednesday, July 27th, 2005 | | 7:28 pm |
Is this thing officially dead? Come on people, post your shit, drama, or whatever. I need something to entertain me while at work...And I am to boring... | | Thursday, June 30th, 2005 | | 2:53 pm |
Boys and their bullshit...
Can no one make up their minds these days about anything. I swear to god I am going fucking nuts. I am fresh out of a relationship, dating around, having a good time...Don't see the issue with any of this. Start seeing this guy (it's been ongoing for a few months now) and at first it was just a random fucking thing. Worked for me, no commitments no anything, excellent! Well alright so two months pass, he decides he wants us to start formally dating (meaning no sleeping with other people anymore) and I agree because I kind of like him. I made sure still to let him know I wasn't interested in a commitment, but I could respect the none sleeping around thing. We agreed that if we were to infact sleep with other people, we would just tell each other about it and deal with it from there. So in the past week I mention some joke about him keeping me on a leash and blah blah...He busts out with "You can do whatever you want, we are just fuck buddies." Ok then, if that was the case why were you the one to say we were formally dating and why do you want to stay over/tell your friends we are dating/keep me to yourself/cuddle and do all that cutsey dating shit along with keeping me on a leash. If we were just fuck buddies then I can do wtf ever I want to and not have to be a monagamous person. I don't get the guy, he wants all that cuddly bullshit and a fuck buddy...I don't know what to do with him. He wants to go through the motions of a relationship without having one, and expects me to understand that. I want it one way or the other, I just dont understand his actions... I don't know whethor he likes me and this is his way of protecting himself, or if he really does just want it causal and thinks he is leading me on. I am freshly single, fine with either decision...So I don't want to hurt/destroy the friendship I have with this guy...So how do I approach this discussion? | | Wednesday, June 8th, 2005 | | 1:09 pm |
| | Friday, May 20th, 2005 | | 4:15 pm |
I finally blocked you, and it feels really good. Goodbye. So long. Sayonara. Good riddance. You never really wanted to be my friend anyway. Current Mood:  apathetic | | Tuesday, May 17th, 2005 | | 12:10 am |
Also, he's the best sex of my life.
I have a problem. This guy...I'm seeing him, but we're not officially committed. (But well, I'd love it if we were...but well, I could write an entire other entry about that.) We were friends for a couple of years, and recently we crossed the line. I'm very happy about this. I've always kind of liked him...but the timing was bad before. It's not now. And I could see myself marrying him. There's a thing though. He doesn't drink. I drink. Not a lot, but socially (have a couple if I go out on the weekend, get drunk less than once a month). He doesn't like that I drink. He's really anti-alcohol period. He's dated some girls before that had hardcore problems with alcohol, and I think he doesn't quite get that I'm not going to be like them. I've never been drunk around him. I have been drunk twice when we talked on the phone, and both times he acted weird afterwards and admitted that it was weird talking to me drunk. I know that it's not because of anything I said. He just said I sounded really out of it, and it bothered him. I have had *a* drink around him though. He didn't seem bothered by that, and I asked him to confirm, and he said it was cool, because I didn't act different. So since it bothered him, I offered to just stop getting intoxicated to the point that it alters my personality. Because well, I really like him, and not getting drunk is just not that big of a deal to me, especially if it means keeping him happy. And then he said no, that he didn't want to control me. I pointed out that I volunteered, so it was my choice. He's still acting all weird and quiet. Normally, he's very talkative, so I know things aren't okay. But I don't see what else I can do! I keep asking if he's okay, and he says yes...he doesn't want me to change who I am. But I don't really think I am. I'm not 21 anymore, so well, I know my partying days are on their way out. And I'm okay with that, obviously I am going to have to quit drinking altogether someday, since I've always wanted kids and all. I want this to work. Ideas? Comments? Smack in the face? Current Mood: confused | | Thursday, May 12th, 2005 | | 10:46 am |
i am in a long-term relationship and am very happy. i have one problem however, i am having feelings for someone else. the other person gives me a ceratin type of attention that i do not get from my significant other anymore. it is expected after the length of time we have been together for us to be comfortable and certain things about a new relationship fade. my significant other is a great person and we have a good healthy relationship and i would never dream of leaving them for anyone else, but i do enjoy the attention from the other person and i am not sure what to do about it. | | Wednesday, May 4th, 2005 | | 11:11 am |
i am positive everyone is going to know who i am talking about and i do not want that person to think this is only directed at them. it is more of a general rant about a behavior of many people that a certain person has been showing lately. i am so sick of people who are jobless and interviewing and getting job offers but have their head so far up their ass that they wont take the job because it pays less then what they were making. i am sorry but a lot of people would like to have that job you are not the only person interviewing for it and you should be greatful that you were offered the position. i wish people would stop being so full of themselves and realize a pay cut is not that bad when you stop and realize how many people are with out jobs at this very moment. you are not better then anyone else get over yourself and take what is offered to you. if you know that the job is going to pay less then what you think you are worth why waste that companies time applying and interviewing for that position in the first place? some people are so ungreatful. if your cost of living is so much that you can not stand to take a pay cut and get your ass off unemployment then you might need to re-evaluate exactly what is costing you so much. | | Monday, May 2nd, 2005 | | 10:07 am |
i'm still in love with her | | Monday, April 25th, 2005 | | 2:06 pm |
I'm starting to get a little bit worried about something. Let me give you one little bit of background info first. In high school, i suffered and struggled with anorexia, for about two years. Years passed, and I knew that eating everyday, three meals a day, would keep me healthy, and that even if I gained a few pounds, I would still be cute. My life changed dramatically, and that change really made me need to be healthy. I really have thought I have overcome the issue, even though whenever I look at myself, I look very fat, and not proportioned. Everyone tells me all the time, that I'm not, and that I'm crazy for thinking that. But its hard to see what they see, because I have this bad image of what I look like, and erasing that, hasnt happend over the past 8 years. I am starting to get a little scared. I, over the past couple months or so, have noticed myself going back to some bad old habits of mine. Even though I know that I shouldnt be doing it, I just know that everything in my life is so fucked up, and my weight is the one thing I have some control over in my life. The whole thing is, I'm finally (even though unheatlhfully) at the weight I have needed to be for quite some time, I still cant see it, or feel it. I'm obsessive over everything that is around me regarding food. If I do eat, I'm out running a mile or two a few hours after or going to the gym, because if I dont, I know I will wig out if the scale budges by half a pound. I feel like I'm going crazy. A friend of mine this weekend noticed the weight loss that has happend and told me after we were talking about different things, that he was worried about me and just to be careful, because he knows what I went through in high school, all because of a break up, I was depressed and believed I was fat, and that was the reason why this whole ordeal started. He's the only person I know that knows anything about my past problem, but I lied to him by telling him I'm just being careful w/ my choices, and working out regurally, I feel awful, and now I know that something is getting serious with this situation. I thought I had overcome this. I dealt with it before on my own, by just realizing that I was beautiful no matter what size I was, but now, everything is just so fucked up, that I cant help but feel, like if I could just keep this scale sitting right where it is, or go down just a little bit more, everything might just go ahead and piece itself back together, and maybe, I can look in the mirror and like what I see. I don't need anyone to know what is going on, but I just have to talk about it, and have someone listen that doesnt know me, because.. its driving me crazy... and i'm starting to get really scared, but I dont know how to make everything ok. | | Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 | | 3:43 pm |
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How do I tell the the boy I'm seeing that he needs to lose weight? He's gained 30 pounds since we got together. Plans to work out never happen. I'm not as attracted. | | Tuesday, April 19th, 2005 | | 11:03 pm |
What about...
If you know something is a lie, you know someone else is lying... What do you do? I saw a guy, he had a girlfriend, he is lying to her about seeing me... I hate to watch it... I don't know how much honesty is needed in a situation like this. (I didn't know the guy had a GF) I hate liars... And I am losing the ability to keep my mouth shut... | | Thursday, April 14th, 2005 | | 6:23 pm |
Why must you lie to me? Do you really think that you're going to get away with it? | | Monday, April 11th, 2005 | | 3:32 pm |
I've been having some problems with a friend within my "group". We've have our moments where we really clash, and then when we really get along. Recently though this friend and I have clashed quite a bit. We've sat down and tried to figure out what was going, and things seem temporarily ok, and then they revert right back. Very recently, this friend lied to another friend within the group's face about something and the friend found out and got really hurt about it. The latter friend is tired of dealing with the former friend and her holier-than-thou attitude and wants to just be done with her. I notice things about the friend that are hypocritical (for example, she's a new Catholic, and very much into it, almost obsessively so, but she doesn't always act like it. Like, at clubs, she has no problem grinding with other guys and flirting with them to get them to buy her drinks, even though she's got a long term boyfriend at home), and i start dwelling on these. So I've been trying to talk to her through emails and stuff, but she blows me off everytime, or says everything is fine when it's obviously not. She doesn't even speak to some os uf when she sees us. Should I just give this friendship up? I feel like I'm the only one trying to keep it together. I feel like some of us are her friends only when it's convenient for her. I know this is vague, but does anyone have any advice? The mediator friend says our approach is bad in trying to fix this, but if we did stuff the evil friend's way, we'd all just end up confessing all our sins while she told us how to fix ourselves. | | 9:52 am |
what do you do when you have found the person you are suppose to spend the rest of your life with and they do not want to be with you? i am going to edit this and shed a little light on the situation. he did not say he does not love me he just made it very clear that he did not want to be with me at this point in time but he feels the same way i do he just is not ready to be in that kind of a relationship. |
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